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Name: Anju
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 12/18/1985
Gender: Male


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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

okay...that was not even as nice as mine...

but it was very heart-felt and it made me feel special so thank you sooo much...but you still have to write something else!

and by the way...i am always right...90% of the time, and when I am right...i am right for real....

DUH!


Blow bLow bLah!!!!....weLL...writing in this thing isnt so much a burden...it just shows how stupid i am when it comes to stupid schoolwork and how im in ENG 60 learning about sentence construction....bOo on school!!!....so im not going to write...im going to list....muahahhaha

 

The cute little things you do

 

the way you hint that you want something instead of just asking for it

the way you make meeh those oHh so adorable posters...

how you impacted my life in so many ways....

the way you visit meeh for no particular reason

how you have a good heart....

the way you pertend to not care what i think but really in all actuality do...

the way you help meeh with my school work...

how you really do love meeh...

the way you say "can i borrow that?...im going to use it toMm" and never give it bak...weLL sometimes...

the way you always listen to meeh

how you put everyone before yourself...

how by just seeing you makes my day...

the way you remember everything...and i cant remember anything

how i can stay madd at you

how you get jealous of "girl prospects"

the way certaing songs "jam"

how you tell meeh everything

how you'd take a bullet for meeh...

The way you have to tell meeh that you approve of my clothes before stepping out with meeh

the weird but cute way you show your affection

how you really do care about meeh

how 90 percent of the time your "right" but 40 percent of it might be wrong...

how you might be wrong 40 percent of the time...but support meeh fully 100 percent

how you knoe i love you and will always be there to support you 100 percent...


Thursday, November 11, 2004

Hello Love!  (I think you know who you are)  I have been thinking about a lot of things lately...but that isn't really something new.  Things between us have been different lately because I think that the circumstances of our relationship are starting to really take effect now...what can we say...we're a little slow! Ü  Anyway, to get to my point I would really like you to know how much I really do appreciate you.  I know that at times it seems like I really don't...but I do.  I am sorry that I come off that way and I am sorry that I am such a hypocrite.  I am not really sure if I can change that but I really will try.  I hope that you can see that I value you no matter what happens between us, no matter if we are best friends or if we are together.  I know that at this time we want different things for "us" and just for our individual wants.  I want the best for you because I know that that is what you deserve.  I have gotten to you know you really well, over this past year especially.  I just hope that you see that that is what I want for you, no matter what you choose, I will try my hardest to support you and I hope that you would do the same. 

When the whole thing between us happened, I realized that we never really talked about it and that the reason that we didn't talk was because of me.  I didn't know what to say at the time.  I know that this is late but I have been really seeing that the things that I am saying are really true and really how I feel.  You never know, maybe we (I) will realize that this whole thing was a mistake later and we will change it back to "normal".  Or maybe it will be clear that it is meant to be like this...at last for the time being.  But for right now, I just want you to know that I will love you no matter what, even if you suddenly turned into a....dinosaur!  (you never know!  ) 

Anyway, I hope that this didn't make you sad because that was not the intention whatsoever, I just want you to know that I am here for you NO MATTER WHAT!  I am hoping that the feeling is mutual! 

LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!  

*MUAH


Saturday, August 28, 2004

weLL...hea it is...i didnt think that i would take a break up for meeh to write in this thing...but weLL... i guess this is what's gotten meeh to do it...no...not a feeling of hatred...not a feeling of remorse...but just a feeling of thank you...just a thanks of the impact that you've had on my life... you swear you havent...but weLL...i dont really care much about opinions...but of course...every single thing you tell meeh...every comment you have on a certain thing...i take it and embrace it whole heartedly...you of all people is what matters...you matter to meeh... thank you for being that person that i can call...that person who i can talk to about life and just any stupid thing...that person who cared when no one else did...that person who loves tomatoes...and that person who cared more about meeh being okay than her own self...that person embraced meeh into her family, even though at times i figure im a little annoying........okay okay...a lot annoying... just wanted to tell you what you are to meeh...and how important you are... i love you...and always will...i guess it just isnt time yet...maybe soon....maybe never... but whatever happens...of course you knoe im still here...at your side...like we said right sar? B F F... right!?!?...heh...even for our differences and for what we are looking for...you'll find it...and i'll understand even though i thought this whass it...what a way to wear my heart on a sleeve right?! i'll be happy for you...and maybe it's better this way...what am i talking about...it is better this way...it has to be... how i thought this whass going to end in a completly different way, am glad...im glad it ended on a cliche "let's be friends"...rather than a "fuck you i never want to see or hear from you again" ...so glad that i still matter ...i whass looking over Bri and Joy's xanga...and found this quote that made meeh realize how good this has been...i will share....

"You should always learn, with life comes wisdom and with wisdom comes the courage to live your life selflessly. The more you learn about yourself and the experiences surrounding your life the more opportunities you have to make your life better and more fulfilling."- Amy Candy

..... this sar has made my life heck of a lot better and more fulfilling...understand that still having that person that will care about meeh and love meeh the same amount you have will never fulfill meeh as much as you have these past 8 months... what a blessing you have been to meeh... and how lucky i am to just have gotten to knoe that great person that you are...i love you alot...and you knoe i always will...sorrie...but on that note...i have so much more to say...but weLL...for the sake of meeh crying all night...maybe we can talk about the rest later...

...LOVE YOU...will always...i ...

...and it's not what they have that i want...

...it the you and i...just you and i that i want...


Friday, August 20, 2004

hi people..its joy...im bored so im hitting up anjuz xanga for him...aww how nice of me huh?! ok..bye...nothign interesting to wrtie..bye



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